Goodbyes are hard. Words are hard. Life is harder (I guess)
The fact that I'm leaving this place in less than 2 weeks hasn't really settled in my mind yet. It's like I'm just living day by day without worrying or thinking, but whenever I stop to think about it I remember that I really don't know when the next time I come here will be, and it's been such an important part of me for this past year. Much more so than my last school, not because of the people or the classes, but simply because of where I am and what I have had to deal with because of being here. This school really becomes your home for whatever time you spend here, whether it's a year or four. I will miss this so much. I'll miss my friends, and my teachers (who somehow became my friends too), I'll miss my roommate and I'll miss Ariel and I'll miss my Chinese class. I'll miss every single part of campus, even though it's lost in the middle of nowhere and you can't really go out if you don't have a car. Because this has been so absolutely magical, and I sound so freaking cheesy. It's not the most common thing for me to get emotional, but when I do let me tell you, I am great at it. It's just crazy to think that even though I'll go back to Madrid, I won't go back to the place where I've grown up. There is still time to change and grow and it is very odd to think that it won't be here or there, but somewhere completely unknown to me. However, I trust the future to bring on more wonderful things because it's been pretty damn great so far and because, to quote my most current obsession:
"- Can a man still be brave when he's afraid?
- That's the only time a man can be brave."
Game of Thrones
También es muy curioso como es de difícil el estar completamente contento, ya que aunque despedirme de este sitio me duele mucho, estoy contando los días para volver a Madrid, y si leéis alguna entrada anterior, lo único que podía hacer era quejarme.
Oh well, isn't it in the human nature to find flaws in everything? 'Cause we sure are good at it.
Pero Sofía, no vuelves para el curso que viene? que penita :(
ReplyDeleteI do really enjoy reading your blogposts and I know this feeling pretty well, too :(
ReplyDeletexx
Sofi, se te echa mucho de menos :) En serio, y muchas gracias por ser tú la que de el paso de hablarme si yo no estoy muy atento, a veces no es que me olvide es qeu simpelmente el tiempo pasa, la vida pasa y sin darte cuenta no ha pasado ni un minuto en tu cabeza desde ayer. Me explico, yo este año me propuse unas cosas, a principio de año, unos objetivos, unas ilusiones, y no he cumplido ni uno, y digo que hago todo el tiempo? La verdad, aprovecho las cosas, estoy haciendo cosas, pero tal vez no las que quería y cuando echo la vista atrás y recuerdo cuando escribí mis objetivos siento que estoy en el mismo punto. A veces, igual me pasa con las personas que pase el tiempo que pase, estoy en el mismo punto :D
ReplyDeleteUn abrazo muy fuerte :D
Yo creo que parece que vas a echar de menos ese sitio, pero bueno, seguro que siempre puedes volver a ver a toda esa gente :) Dónde andas??? Hacía mil que yo tampoco me metía por el mundo blogger, por eso ando un poco perdida con tus posts, y he visto ahora que me dejaste un comment en la última entrada ^^
ReplyDeleteMe encanta la frase (L) justo ayer ví ese capítulo de Game Of Thrones, y cuando la dijo Robb Stark me encantó... ese personaje me gusta mucho, Richard Madden es adorable, su acento escocés, es priceless ^^
un besito grande!
Death is harder than anything.
ReplyDeleteFeliz regreso.